It's Not Them, It's Me
I miss people.
I hate myself for every time I feel uneasy dealing with people.
I prefer lock myself alone at home, do my work alone in the corner with earphone and radio on.
I avoid eye contact, either I’m in a crowd or just passing by somewhere.
I start thinking that I’m afraid of people for no reason.
I don’t know what-to-say or what-to-do when people around.
I would keep blabbering about this and that instead of having a dead-air and being awkward.
I regret a lot about what-I-said or what-I-did after spending time with people.
I think that wouldn’t be that hard to start mingle whenever good people surround me.
I think so but it’s not.
I want to live a normal life with at least one or two people closer and even more around.
I realize that it would make this shitty life seems bearable.
I just need some time.
I miss people, it’s so true, but I miss myself more.